Paideia of God, And Other Essays on Education. Douglas Wilson.

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This is a book of 9 essays by Douglas Wilson, a man I have grown to respect more over time as I have read more of his works (several books and his blog).  He has strong insight and a sharp mind, and is of course worth reading if you are endeavoring on starting a Classical Christian School. Below I’ll say a thing or two about each essay and include some quotes that stood out for me here and there.

The Paidea of God

This will be a good essay for me to review before I need to get up and do any public speaking about what HRCA is all about.  It is really about the culture…  There was great point about our culture’s lack of personal responsibility and accountability, and our full flight away from hard work.

Whenever students share the same formal education, their cultural differences become mere subcultural differences.

Teaching Disadilities:  Why Johnny Doesn’t Learn Much Anymore

This one talks about the rampant rise of students with “disabilities” such as dyslexia, ADHD, ADD, etc. over the past few years.  I don’t know much about these, and Wilson’s stance seems pretty strong, and definitely against the mainstream.  But I do tend to agree that the use of Ritalin and other such drugs is way over prescribed.  He argues that discipline can solve the problem for many of those children.  He talks about how and whether schools should offer services to those with disabilities, which is something we at HRCA are faced with.

Finally, he had a good point about “parity of results.”  That is something a school should not strive for, because everyone is different.  For example, not everyone is great at math.  Those that are great should get A’s, those that struggle should not.  And parity of results is a recipe that is often followed at many modern schools.

A quote:

A lack of discipline will spread from the students to the staff, and it will not be long before the school is filled with teachers and students, each providing cover for one another’s laziness.

This essay also has a great section on the difference between discipline and punishment.  To briefly summarize, punishment is interested only in justice, whereas discipline is interested in both preparation and correction.  Positive discipline does not presume that anything has been done wrong — it teaches the proper work ethic and study habits.  Negative discipline IS a response to wrong doings.

… while correction may be absent for a self-motivated and well-behaved student, discipline is never absent.

A Brief Statement Against Vouchers

Not much to say on this one except that it argues that if a “private” school accepts vouchers (government money), it won’t be long until said school starts suffering government intervention.  (And I would have to agree!)  As a start up school struggling with our budget, in a community where many see the cost of private school as too high, it would be great to have a source of funds to get more kids into the school.  But not if the source is an institution that will begin to try to have more and more say and control over what we are doing.

Does Classical Mean Reformed

This essay has a (very) brief historical synopsis of “Reformed” and a little on what it actually means, but if you are looking for more, I would recommend RC Sproul’s “What is Reformed Theology?” What is most interesting is the following quote, which matches up quite well with at least two of the core group of Haw River Christian Academy (including me):

. . . many of those who are involved in starting up classical and Christian schools are on their own pilgrimage.  They do not have any settled doctrinal convictions but are unsettled by that fact.  They feel rootless and unequipped to teach their children.  They have begun the process regardless, and they have constantly come up against what may be described as a fundamental theological reason why their studies seem so fruitless.  They are trying to be faithful but cannot seem to get any traction.  I have seen numerous such individuals who have begun to investigate Reformed theology precisely because their previous theology (or, more likely, lack of theology) provided an inadequate foundation for the kind of eduction they wanted to provide for their children.

The Great Logic Fraud

At first I thought this essay was all over and off base, but it has grown on me.  When I reached the part about descriptive vs. prescriptive grammar, I had to chuckle.   See #7 here.  The main argument here is that if we abstract things too far, whether it is in quantum physics, grammar, logic, or just about anything, we can lose a touch of reality in what we are studying and easily reach false conclusions.  I tend to agree to an extent, but there is a time when such abstractions can help us to solve real world mysteries.  So I think it is best if you are just aware of the pitfalls of abstraction, but not be afraid to abstract.

A Brief for Greyfriars Hall

An interesting look at why the local church should participate in the education of its future leaders of that church, rather than expecting leaders to come in from seminary.

A quote he had from Charles de Gaulle:

The graveyards are full of indispensable men.

Why Evangelical Colleges Aren’t

A look at why Evangelical colleges are no longer evangelical…

Classical Learning and the Christian College

Another essay on what is going on in most colleges and how they have strayed, though this one seemed to wander here and there as it went…

Anything the world can do, we can do five years later.

It did have a great little section on why studying history and the classics is important — namely that the Bible can not be well understood if you don’t know anything about the historical context of when it was written.  And I personally would add that there has been a “great conversation” throughout the history of the west in literature, with great minds digging deep into faith, philosophy, etc.  I also think that classics from other cultures are important to read too!  🙂


AT: Rock Gap -> Fontana Dam

I met Ethan and Mike at Fontana Dam on Tuesday night.  I arrived around 5:30 p.m. and checked out the shelter, affectionately known as the Fontana Hilton due to toilets and showers near by, and decided it would be a nice place to stay the night before we were going to start the trek from Rock Gap to the dam.  The shelter sleeps 26, and there was plenty of space.  They arrived a little after 10 p.m., and of course all the other hikers were already asleep so they crept into the shelter as quitely as possible.  We awoke a few minutes before 6 a.m. and were on the road right away, since we had a 90 minute drive to the start.

Here is a small map of the area… We started just south of US 64, and ended up at Fontana Dam, right where the “green” for Smoky Mountain National Park is.

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Here are the elevation profiles for the section we hiked.  We started near mile marker 103, at the gap before Winding Stair.  The hike out of the NOC near mile 104 was quite the climb!  About 3300 feet to the top at Cheoh Bald, though we stopped at the shelter at Sassafras near 2900′ of climbing.

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And we stopped at Fontana Dam, so next time we start it will be quite a climb up.  I am actually thinking of “fastpacking” the Smokies in one-go.  It has been done as low as 17.5 hours, though most people are in the 22-23 hour range.  I think I would shoot for less than 30 hours!  Anyone game? 🙂

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Day 1:  Rock Gap to Cold Spring Shelter, 19.5 miles

We started just after 9 a.m. and hiked pretty hard.  We wanted to make good miles the 1st 2 days so we would have a short hike out on Day 4.  We got to the shelter, but it was very old and only slept 6.  We set up the tent on the ridge line above the shelter with the plan to have Mike and myself in the tent, and Ethan in the Shelter.  But apparently around 9 or 9:30 some younger guys got to the shelter, made their way into tight quarters, made a lot of noise, etc., so Ethan came up to the tent.

Day 2:  Cold Spring Shelter to Sassafras Shelter, 18.4 miles

We again pushed hard so that day 4 could be easy.  Sassafras shelter was packed, so we found a site for the tent and set it up.  There was no level ground so we adjusted a few times, but at the end we still had a good 5″ drop from head to toe, which I think adversely affected my leg and foot recovery!  One interesting point while here.  One guy, who I never actually saw, wandered off into the woods and was killing it on his harmonica and blues singing.  He was really good!

Day 3:  Sassafras Shelter to Cable Gap Shelter, 15.2 miles

Again pushed hard to get 15.2 miles in.  I was shooting to hold a 3.0 mph pace and made it in around 2.9, not including a 1 hour lunch stop at Brown Fork Shelter.   Many folks at Sassafras had said they were going to try to make these 15 miles, but after hiking it and arriving a little before 5 p.m. to find the shelter empty, I thought not everyone could make it since it was a pretty tough hike with a couple killer climbs.  I was surprised by the number of folks that did make it, but not everyone did.  While sitting around the camp fire (only one of the trip!), we were talking to one 69 year old and his son.  They had made it from Sassafras, so I was impressed with the older gentleman’s stamina and endurance, because it was tough.  Anyway, the son was someone that worked at IBM in Tampa where I had worked back in the 90’s, and we knew each other’s names and had probably worked together on a few things, but had never met face to face.  Small world! Here is a link to his blog.

Day 4: Cable Gap to Fontana Dam, 7.3 miles

I finally made the 3.0 mph mark I was shooting for!  We got to the dam a little before 10, showered up, and drove back to the car at Rock Gap.

All in all a great trip, though this is the 1st without any kind of major “story” to tell.  Like the blizzard we got caught in in 2005 — in April, in NC.  Or the many equipment failures we had last year.  Uneventful, but a great time.  Can’t wait to continue on towards Maine!

Here are a few photos, with a link to the full photo album below:

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Photo Album: Click Here

Quote of the trip: On the last night at Cable Gap, we had been there fore a few hours and a couple came in really fast around 8:30 p.m.  When they found the shelter was full, they sad they had no tents so they were going to keep going.  I assume they at least had a tarp or something along those lines.  They treated water and looked at the maps for where they wanted to go.  We asked how far they had come, and they said Wesser, which is the NOC, so they had come about 25 miles and were now planning on at least 3 more.  We then found they had made it to this point, about 150 miles into the trail, in just 7 days, including a “Zero” where they rested up!!! That is just insane fast.   They explained they had to make it to Maine in 90 days to get a free ride home.  These two looked very energetic for having done so many miles already. I asked what they had done to get in shape.  The girl, with orange and pink hair, said:  “I just skate boarded.  Like 8 hours a day.  I’m addicted!  I guess all that moving like this did it!” where she demonstrated a kind of frog squat.   That was NOT an answer I ever expected!  I wish I had gotten their trail names so I could follow them to see how they hold up at that kind of pace.

Seven Pounds. 2008.

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I have conflicting emotions about this, but I would definitely put it in my “must see” category.  I don’t want to say more here in case you haven’t seen it.

The last movie I teared up so much to was Finding Neverland.

This is not a quote, but this is the verse that comes to mind:

Greater love has no man than to lay down his life for his friends, John 15:13.
Here is a quote:

Live life Abundantly!

Watership Down. Richard Adams.

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Recently, someone I have known less than a year, but have grown to respect quite a bit, said this to me in an email:

You know, one of the best books on leadership I’ve ever read (although its really a narrative about rabbits) is Watership Down by Richard Adams. It’s a great summer-beach read. Check it out if you’ve not read it.

I had just recently given him a copy of “Leading with a Limp,” one of my new favorite non-fiction books.

My interest was piqued, so I headed over to Amazon to check it out.  What struck me there was the following chart of ratings:

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I have never seen a book with that many 5 star ratings, so I immediately ordered it.  (Amazon Prime is such a bad thing!!!  Or a good thing depending on how you look at it.  🙂  )

It was really an excellent read — a great story; and there are great examples of leadership:

  • a leader that uses his resources wisely — by having those that follow him do tasks they are well suited to
  • a leader that is not afraid to take on risk himself when necessary
  • a leader that speaks what is appropriate to the appropriate rabbits (people) at the appropriate times
  • a leader that shows courage on the outside even when unsure on the inside
  • a leader that knows when to discuss his uncertainty with key rabbits (people) when necessary
  • a leader that “thinks outside the box” to solve problems or while facing difficult situations
  • a leader that is humble and recognizes his weaknesses, but is able to work around those weakness (often by using others around him that are strong in that area)

Of course, I was looking for leadership qualities and you may not notice all of those if you have just picked it up as a fun summer read.  But it is both fun and thought provoking as a leadership study if you want that too.

Only a few quotes:

  • “Besides, he was not particularly impressive in appearance or as a speaker.”  This one is somewhat surprising since most leaders are at some level attractive and almost always good speakers.  This was in reference to a particular situation where a delegate that was impressive in both appearance and as a speaker was very much warranted.
  • “For what is is what must be.”
  • “Many human beings say that they enjoy the winter, but what they really enjoy is feeling proof against it.  For them there is no winter food problem.  They have fires and warm clothes.  The winter cannot hurt them and therefore increases their sense of cleverness and security.”

Nirvana: Three Screens!

I have used a 2nd screen off my 24″ imac for quite some time, and I had a 3rd screen, another 20″ monitor, just sitting there idle 90% of the time… I would sometimes use it as a larger screen for a laptop or my netbook… But most of the time it sat dark.

I have looked into a few different solutions to use the 3rd screen via USB, but they were either too expensive (in the $250-300 range), or they would just create one large extended 2nd screen.  (Which meant the 24″ screen would be on on side, and the two 20″ screens would need to be right next to each other on one side or the other… I never liked that lack of symmetry.  🙂  )

But when OWC came out with their USB to DVI adapter at just $99, I had to give it a shot.  I did exchange a few emails with OWC tech support to try to determine that this was what I was looking for, and while the responses weren’t as clear cut as I would have liked, it seemed like there was a decent chance it would work.  So I ordered it knowing I could return it if it did not do what I wanted…

Here is what it looks like — as you can see, it works!

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While the manual is not well written, and it is 95% for windows, I was able to figure it out, and it integrates nicely with OSX System Preferences once you install the included software…  It works just like any other extended display on osx, where you get an individual display pref scren for each monitor:

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And you can set up the “arrangement” however you like:

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So far I have been very happy with it.  It integrates fine with Spaces, which was one of my concerns.  I am still not 100% sure how I will use all this screen space…  Having 3 screens and 4 spaces may not be the ideal set up anymore, and I may drop spaces, or use less spaces.

16 years!

Sixteen years ago, on May 8th, 1993, Kelly and I got married.  I am so blessed to have her in my life, and I thank God for her every day.  In many ways, we have grown up together, and each of us is who we are because of the other.  I would not have done it any other way.  We have truly lived a dream.

Here is a relatively recent picture of the two of us.  (You can clearly see I married way above myself! )

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I am no poet — never have been and never will be (so please don’t make fun of me!) — but here is something I wrote a few months after we started dating:

Kelly’s Poem

The rings of the moon, and Heaven’s Star,

Will never be as beautiful to me as you are.

Gold and Riches may one day be mine,

But their value will never be as thine.

The longer we are together,

The more I love you;

I hope that this is forever,

And I hope you hope it too.

Love is ours to explore —

We can have so much more — we just have to be willing to try,

To never say goodbye.

— 1988

(The “rings of the moon” is from a night in October 1987, about 3 weeks after we started dating, where there were two “rings” of light around the moon — a beautiful sight indeed, and one I have never seen since.)

Happy anniversary Kelly!  I love you with all my heart.

Chi Running. Danny Dreyer.

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As most of you know, I have a history of knee problems, though I do seem to be getting better and better.  I am runing faster than anytime in the past 4 years (but still about a minute per mile slower in a 5k than before my knee got really bad).  And I’ve heard good things about the style of running described in Chi Running, so I wanted to read the book.  There is a lot of common sense information here, and I really need to take the time to put it into practice, work on the exercises and the form, before I can say whether this form is going to “fix me.”  Overall my form is not that bad per se, but I have biomechanical deficiencies… Now which came first, I can not say — i.e. did my bio mechanics change to prevent the pain, or did the bio mechanics cause the pain?

Anyway, reading this makes me want to also get the DVD, but even more so sign up for one of the Chi Running workshops.  There are some as close as Raleigh, but since Danny lives in western NC, I may try to get into one he teaches himself in Asheville.

The book is full of philosphy from T’ai Chi that are applied to both running and life.  (Many of the philosphies are similar to Yoga…)  Anyway, here are some such tidbits of information:

It was weird to find a quote fomr Cecil DeMill regarding his film “The 10 Commandments,” but there it was:

It is impossible to break the law ourselves.  We can only break ourselves against the law.

(Here Dreyer was referring to “moving with nature,” not against it.  Or using gravity to propel your running (via a forward lean) rather than the power of your own muscles.)

Relaxation is the absence of unnecessary effort.

A tansition is a conscious pause.  It is a time to take stock of yourself and thing about the run before you are about to begin.  The space before a run is like the pause between breaths.  It’s the thoughtful momemnt that precedes movement, when you set up your intentions of what you’d like to do during your run.  It’s your opportunity to ponder what you’d like to focus on, whether it is pacing, focuses, weak areas of form,….

Our culture offers us little in terms of training us how to live and appreciate life from the inside out.  So much of our focus is on the external that little attention is put on considering what goes on internally…

Sweeney Todd

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This has to be one of the most gruesome, gory movies I have seen in a long long time.  I don’t really watch horror movies, and I guess you could say No Country for Old Men and The Departed were pretty bloody, but not so much gruesome.

However, I am a big fan of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, and they both deliver.  Depp deserved his Oscar nomination for this role (who knew he could sing?), and the film did win an Oscar for Art Direction.   So if you can get over the story line and the gore, I think it is worth it.  And I was pleasently surprised at the music (it is a musical).  In fact, I may buy the sound track.  I love musicals and tend to listen to them over and over and over…

I Dreamed a Dream

One of my favorite songs from one of my all time favorite musicals, and one of my favorite (top 5) all time books…  After watching this I had to share it here:

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he’ll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I\’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

Mini Projector on the Mini 9

I sat next to a fellow gadget fiend on the flight home the other night, and we hooked up his mini projector (a little bigger than a deck of cards) to my hackintosh dell mini 9, to make a 30″ screen on the airplane wall!

This isn’t a great picture, but I still had to share…  (Shot with an iphone in a pretty dark airplane cabin…)

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